Ebb and Flow of Creativity and Anxiety Drawings
Currently I find myself looking down my checklist thinking, I don't want to do that, or that, nope, don't feel like doing that. I am fidgety and restless and yet feel an absolute apathy to do anything constructive. Once I get on a roll I am fine but it's like drawing blood from a stone getting into that state! I haven't truly created, painted, unleashed lately and I believe that's a big part of it. The last couple of months have been about planning, doing, being in the right place at the right time, remembering lists of things to carry around and pass on to people. Having gone from a very narrow field of goals to all of a sudden being everywhere and being 'normal' is actually far from it and feels very strange.
Over the summer I made a conscious decision to continue
So for want of a better phrase these are the start of a series of 'anxiety drawings'.